Here I am, the self, the whole self and nothing but the self. You can read between the lines, if you like. There’s probably nothing left to say about the self and the Self. Hopefully every point has been made, and I don’t have to rehash it all today. Actually, I shouldn’t. Whereas the end of the cycle can be a bit slow, it is certainly not as busy as the 29.
Well, we’ve put a lot into creatively getting the best definition, being true to the zodiac, and true to the symbol – being Leo, sharing openly from the heart. The Leo period has been a time of “ahas!” for me. This was the first year that I, as an 18 degree (partnership, Libra/Scorpio) person, really grasped the significance of the self setting the foundation of the cycle.
This does, in a way, make a case for putting the self before the other person. Of course, as we make our way out of the bottom, each point will gets its day in the sun. Libra will come and then I’ll be saying, “notice how Libra is later, more established, above the lower points of the self, a more sophisticated mind.” Then along comes Capricorn and it will be, “see how this Cappie point is at the top of the cycle, given the most value by people on earth.” We’ll leave the past behind and use it like a camel uses water – occasional sustenance for the long haul.
I’m starting to feel that push to go down into the basement again, this time for Virgo – to organize and order things, put my house in order, throw out what I don’t need, get my writing in order, have some pat answers I can pull when talking about my thing :-).
A 29 Movie
Funnily, I saw “The Theory of Everything” last night. Haha, I just realized I saw it on the 29, where there is that missing link, and of course, part of the struggle Hawking has is how he understands “God.” I still got the feel of the pseudo-intellect (this probably comes more from those who made the movie than Hawking himself, but that is the risk you take when you are a genius), in that he was still part of the paradigm and didn’t realize it. Another thing, it was all about his relationships and his wife’s relationships and then I read there is a tell-all by the wife and I think, who cares? How strange – there is no real way to address his genius or the miracle of him living so long with ALS.
I wonder if my own personal theory of everything has a mathematical equation. I would like to talk to Stephen Hawking about base systems and consciousness. I’d actually prefer to verify how the universe works in its current state than to know how it began – although under my theory, obviously that would hold great import. Of course it had to come from nothing-ness or/and source.
30 ultimately realizes that only the moment exists and that staying in the present is the key to enlightened connection. 30 is the perspective that where we put our focus is what is and makes what will be. Thirty represents the “be all” and the nothing. It is the ending as well as the new beginning. It supports the astrological/sunological theory that the moment of birth (something or someone) establishes their consciousness, which drives their expression. Life is a series of created moments. Where focus is placed creates the space for the next place and on and on.
introspection; the release of that which defines the identity (typically the energy of the sign); unaware of time; ambiguity; solitude; dreaming; fantasy; compassion; faith; devotion; sensitivity; acceptance; surrender; wisdom; music; art; watery flow; pauses and spaces; connection.
Look at the keywords to get a feeling for the energy at this point. For example, “solitude.” We are not always alone when reading a letter, but it usually a solitary and private activity. It’s typically addressed to one person from another. It tries to send the whole message by itself. Yet the other half (Virgo) needs to be properly involved to get it. You can see the pauses and spaces. We read at our own pace, reading between lines, back over again. It might be a more intense form of communication.In Leo’s case, the release is of the pure ego and moving into “cut wood, carry water”-Buddhist-type beauty of rote activity. I should add something about communication to the keywords because you typically do see that 3-ness of love consciousness and communication in the 30. There is an unawareness of time; reading something that was written before, a sort of timelessness. You can hold onto it and read it later.
In Virgo, I’m not going to write you very much, except to remind you to watch the cycle. Getting the sense of the rises and falls will help you see how you personally interact with it. Of course, the moon is also relevant, but it is important to read it in a 30-step way too – meaning applying a base-3 look at its placement, too. For example, today the moon is in the last degrees of Scorpio for most of the day. That correlates to 20. You may feel quiet and pulled inward. Or you may feel noisy and reckless and your best recourse is to pull in and be quiet. Both the sun and moon tell you there is peace and you can align to it through contemplation. Have a great weekend with tomorrow being the new start in Virgo! Keep it simple for a few days!